The decision to become a mother was, hands down, the best decision I ever made. I cherish every single moment with my baby girls. I honestly have never been so happy in my life, nor have I felt love to this capacity. It's true, you don't know love until you've had babies of your own.
Before I had S, I always wondered how I could love another child like I love E. I never in my life, could've imagined that my love would grow as much as it has in the last two months. My girls make my world go round, the are the absolute light of my life. From the moment I gave birth to these precious girls, I made a promise to them to give them every part of me. Every moment I get to spend with them makes my life one hundred times worth all the times I am away from them. There is not a single moment I would rather be doing something else than hanging out with them. Watching them learn and grow melts my heart. S giggled for the first time a couple days ago, my heart literally busted with love. E makes me laugh every single day and I thank god every day for it.
Every night, I thank god for letting me be their mommy. I thank him for their presence, and for loving and protecting them. I thank him for trusting me with their well being, and for guiding me to be the best mom I can be.
These two girls, they are my life. They consume me, enable me and drive me day to day. I love them more than words could ever describe.
Photo credit: Michelle Carlson Photography-Denver, CO
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